HaNNaH GiRL...

2006-08-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

2006-02-06T22:04:00.000-08:00

Hey ya'll...wassup??? Sorry been a teensy weensy bit too busy...hehehe(hey that's an oxy-moron!!!) Hahahaha...honestly...alot has been going on in my life and all i can say is..."IT WAS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDD!!!" hehehe. I can't say much at the moment coz it's not yet time to say what i wanna say...oooooookay...i think i'm confusing everyone including myself...well i'll just give ya'll the jist of it...hmmm...lets see...i found...i got...i went...i conqured...got drunk...don't worry nothing bad happened...i drove for the first time in my life...(and yeah it was a real car with gears and break pedals and clutch and all those crap!)...lets see what else...had the best time of my life in LANGKAWI for my birthday...oooopsss...i've said too much already...i'll elaborate on the soon...need to download a few picturez...got a new phone!!!Nokia 6600 baby!!! Hahahaha...my crazy lil bro bought it for me for my birthday...teaching tuition to primary students aka "BRATS"...don't get me wrong...i absolutely adore children...but when it comes to shouting at them day after day after day...you'd start to realize why all your teachers have grey hair...i'm starting to have some already and i'm only 23....okay...i gots to go...can't write more or else i might just you know, spill the beans...let the cat out of the bag...ummm...and all those Salted Hearrings In Tins...Keep well ppl...craziness is YET TO COME!!!! Peace and all that wacky, crazy,loopy JAZZ!!!!

2005-12-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!

Yeah...finally...got back...i've got so much to tell and so much to write i don't think one blog entry will do...hehehe...i'll have to write a book and publish it for all to see...HAHAHA!!!I've got so many photos to show and so many stories to tell i haven't the slightest clue on where to begin...Well for starters i missed my parents,sister and my 'babies' sooooooooooooooo much that when i got back those were the first people and thins i kissed...yeah...i gave a big kiss to both my parents and sister...and gave a EXTRA BIG WET SMOOCH to my guitar and keyboard...oh how i missed them!!! Don't worry all you guys out there...stories will be pouring in and i'm guessing the next few blogs will be on the sports carnival i did throughout the northern part of Malaysia...OH YEAH before i forget...BLESSED CHRISTMAS AND A SMASHING 2006 TO ALL!!!! WOOOOOHOOOO!!!!Okay...can't write much right now...but be prepared for KSK the series on my blog...you guys are going to marvel at all the bitter sweet memories i had throughout this work trip!!!!The pictures will amaze you and the words will just blow you away...to all my ksk crew frenz who are reading...wassup 'doh'??? Hehehehe...PEACE AND ALL THAT JAZZ!!! The 'craziness' is BACK!!!!

KSK CREW AT THAILAND BORDER...

2005-11-21T04:49:00.000-08:00

Okay first...thank you daredevil for the nice comment...yeah i truly wish that too but all i can do now is hope and pray for a miracle....hehehe. Now down to business...i'm going off for a month touring the northern part of malaysia with the sports ministry doing some sports carnivale...YAHOOOO!!!! I know it's gonna be hard work but i hope all of you guys pray for me ya!!! I'll be missing ma parents, ma sista(claudine)...and....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...my baby guitar....waaaaaaaaaa....i can't bring him along with me...so i guess the kiss is a goodbye kiss till i come back from the tour!!! I'm gonna miss my 2nd baby too...sniff sniff...my keyboard...hehehe. I guess this is good also i'll be able to work and get my mind off some stuff...Still praying for a miracle in my love life though...hahaha. Well at the moment we're really cool friends and it's nice talking to him...I guess with patience and understanding my love is not wasted huh...hehehe. Well it don't matter as long as he's happy...i'm happy. Okay enuf soappy stuff...make me wanna cry only...

Had a roller coaster of a week...fell sick...damn high fever...went to the doc...he gave me some meds...getting better...got some stuff for the work trip. I'm just so excited!!!!First stop...KELANTAN!!!! Okies peeps...i gots to go now...will post in as soon as i get back or if god bids i find a cyber cafe to check my stuff i 'blog' in...hahaha...CIAO PEOPLE!!!! Pray for me and my frens for a safe journey going and coming back!!!

Peace out!

2005-11-13T05:29:00.000-08:00

Wow...this is the first time ive gotten such a sweet comment...well this is for dare devil...i think it is because he has gone through some bad relationships and he doesnt want to feel the pain again...i understand completely and i hope you do too...im not going to be that girl who makes a person fall in love with me no matter how much i love that person...dont get me wrong ya dare devil...like i said love is about sacrifice...consider this my sacrifice...i guess it is something i have to live with...i still do love him and if loving him means being away from him then so be it...it doesnt matter if he is there or not...all the matters is that i care for him...did that answer your comment dare devil? And dont worry...when you FALL IN LOVE...you will feel everything that i feel now and even more...i just ask for one thing...dont put aside the feelings of sadness and emptiness coz if you put that aside you are gonna go through a rough patch when you feel it later on...be prepared for anything...hey take it from the unprepared one...hehehe.Well all i can wish is good luck and god bless to you...and a big thanks for your comment..it was really sweet...

Signing off...clarissa....

2005-11-10T06:01:00.000-08:00

I watched Corpse Bride twice this week...and somehow the song Emily(the corpse) sang showed how i felt...i've been going through a rollercoaster week with LOVE...now that i've been given an answer i will relate how i feel with her song...i feel it's most appropriate at this moment...

"If I touch a burning candle I can't feel the pain, If you cut me with a knife it's still the same, And I know her heart is beating, And I know that I am dead, Yet the pain here that I feel, Try and tell me it's not real, For it seems that I still have a tear to shed"

"If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain, In the ice or in the sun it's all the same, Yet I feel my heart is acheing, Though it doesn't beat it's breaking, And the pain here that I feel,Try and tell me it's not real, I know that I am dead, Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed"

I know it sounds really sad and somewhat pathetic...but i have no other way to put into words how i feel...

To "tis" person...if u r reading this post...there is no limit in time to really fall in love with someone...but i understand where you come from and i never meant to make you feel guilty...just think of it as a stupid girl who thought that someone wonderful could be added into her dull life...i guess i am not that lucky...

To all who are out there reading this...i stand with every word i wrote in my previous post...there can never be another TRUE LOVE for me...call me a hopeless romantic...hehehe!

Signing off with LOVE....this silly hopeless romantic, crazy girl...

2005-11-08T07:07:00.000-08:00

Today is a revelation for me...i've learnt a valuable lesson on LOVE...people around me have told me that when you fall in love you'll feel excited, happy, giddy...when you're in love you want to do everything possible to get his attention...when you fall in love you are to be the centre of his world... I used to scorn this people coz i felt that this was all talk but to go through a relationship with the one you love is what tests you giddines and excitedness and your happiness...I guess you can call me a fool when i say now that i feel all the feelings stated above and when i think about it...in my realtionships before it was just being in love. Honest to god i've never fallen hard in love but now i've gotten the chance to and i guess it has just slipped away from my hands...What my friends never told me is the after effect of it. They never told me the tears you shed when the time is not right, the pain you feel in your heart when you know that person hurts but he doesn't know that you do too...they never told me what it felt to be anxious to know that he's okay even if there's no relationship whatsoever...they didn't tell me that LOVE is about sacrifice, prayers, well wishes, and loads of tissues...hehehe. I guess i learnt about love the hard way...after 6 relationships ( i think) now only i've learnt what love is all about....IT'S ABOUT LETTING GO...even if you think other wise... Today i can stand firm and say...I, Clarissa Valerine Egbert, fell in love the right way for the first time...and i'm happy i did... To all those out there...don't just think about the sweet part of love...think of the other side too coz then and only then can you experince LOVE on whole...

With all my love i end this post....

2005-11-06T08:13:00.000-08:00

Okay...updates on what has happened....last weekend was my cousin's wedding...it was B E A UNTIFUL!!!! My cousin looked handsome as always and his wife looked absolutely GORGEOUS!!! They were like so totally meant to be...Well the wedding went on perfectly...what else oh yeah got stuck in the hse for about a week...was so tired and bored...my friend got for me a job doing telemarketing...which gave me the chance to escape from home and come back to kl...i opened my e-mail and found 118 messages in my inbox....i was going crazy answering mails and deleting unwanted ones...hmmmm...what else...i got the pictures from the charity drive...finally i can put the ComeBackKings Picture with me and Me and Douglas Lim...the one i had...well i looked a but spastic there...hehehe...okay i'll put in the pics now...will write in later...ciao ciao...bubye...and all the jazz...

me and the ComeBackKings...

Douglas Lim and Me...

2005-10-25T08:58:00.000-07:00

This whole week has been a crazy and unimaginable week...first of all let me update on the last post...i'm still hurt at what happened...i'm angry with him...i just pray to God that he'll show me the way and what to do...i'm kind of tired of being everyones 'punching bag'. No one will understand coz they have never gone thru the pain of being called 'a cheat' 'a loose person'...i know i might be overeacting on this but...if anybody knows what i've gone thru the past few years they might understand...well...lets forget about that coz if i go on i might just start crying and that'll be the end of this post...this week i went shopping for some earings and chain and braclet to wear for my cousin,Ivan's, wedding...i got something nice and simple...as i don't like those gaudy and over the top stuff...it was a bit difficult to get it...i guess my friend Ganesh was a bit tired of me saying..."no la...it's just not simple enough!!!" hehehe...that's why my mum and all the aunties keep joking 'claris, when you have a boyfriend or a husband...they sure save money...coz you don't eat and you always shop for the simple stuff!Very lucky person!!!' Yeah right...one look at me and people will run away...HAHAHAHA...Anyways...after shopping for accesories...me and ganesh had to walk back to college coz my sister was still in college in the edit suite...and guess what...the minute we reached college..it started raining like CRAZY!!! We were stuck in college till close to 10 at night...I was sooooooooooooo hungry...i started singing and talking nonsense like i always do la...me and ganesh was so bored that we decided to disturb people...the result i will not state...it's too embarrasing...let's just say we did a boo-boo...hehehe. Well that was yesterday...then today both claudine and ganesh had finals till 5.00 so i waited for them. I saw gq...wished all of them good luck and rotted in the lobby till they finished. Then me, claudine and ganesh went to kl central to meet up with piaree...We had dinner at KFC and then we went around kl central looking at the booths setup...i got myself a bag, 3 pairs of hoops and a watch...wow...then we went around the bazaar outside...the downside was it rained heavily and the whole place was wet...oh yeah...i bought a book called 'Learn Malayalam in 30 Days' I thought...what the heck...i'm a malayalee so i guess i'd better start somewhere...Don't get me wrong i can understand but i can't speak to save my life...I guess all in all it was a good two days for me...i guess i'm trying to make up and forget about last week...which still hurts... Okies will jot in soon...ciao ciao..peace...and all that jazz...

2005-10-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

This is a sad day for me...it hurts so much that crying is the only thing that's keeping me alive!!!I can't take this kind of hurt and pain no more...I thought i would never cry for what a guy has done to me ever again...i guess i was dead wrong...my eyes hurt from crying all night...i just hope and pray that i'll have the strength to act normal again...For once i would like my life to be normal...no pain!!! I HATE THIS DAY!!!THIS FEELING!!! I HATE IT! HATE IT! HATE IT!!! I don't think i will be able to forgive so easily...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

2005-10-18T23:41:00.000-07:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I got a nice sweet little(well not that little) pink teddy bear from Ganesh and Piaree. Well it all happened like this...Raj,Ganesh,Piaree Claudine and Me was to go to mid valley to watch a movie since this is Piaree's last week with us for the sem...she's starting work next week...anyways...the four of us,meaning Raj,Piaree,Ganesh and me, reached first and we were waiting for Claudine to arrive...so we decided to wait near the cinema...Raj went down to do something and us three musketeers walked around to check the stuff that people was selling there. We stopped at a shop which had this HUGE pink Teddy bear...which i must admit i fell totally in LOVE with...and the lady asked me to hold it....i was like okay and i grabbed the teddy and hugged it...when i heard the price my face just fell...it was RM79...i was omigod i'm holding a goldmine...and i put it back. The sweet looking sales girl told us that the smaller one was only RM39...i think..and i told to myself.."yeah, you can keep on saying the prices lady...i ain't gonna buy em' coz it's just too darn expensive-o!!!"Well i didn't know when they conspired to buy the teddy but suddenly Ganesh came from the back and handed me a paper bag with the little pink teddy inside...i screamed and then i cried...it was so nice of them to do this and i thank Ganesh and piaree for getting me the little teddy...I LOVE IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

Me and Teddy

Another one of Teddy and Me

2005-10-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

I had a dream...which shocked me to pieces...it was crazy and cool at the same time...i'm still in shock that i had the dream...i woke up just wondering what if it was true...it was crazy to have that dream...god if only i knew that i was gonna have it i would have prepared myself....hehehe...well like all dreams it must come to an end...hehehe...i wish i could tell it but whenever i think about it,it gives me shivers and goosebumps...hehehe..i get excited and confused...don't worry it's nothing obscene or anything it's just an unexpected dream that's all...i just had to put this on my blog...sorry if it makes you guys wonder...i'm still in that 'wonder if' stage...i can't believe a dream can do this to a person...hehehe...okies will jot in laters...ciao ciao...bubye...and all that jazz... :P

2005-10-12T00:48:00.000-07:00

Just call me bond...hehehe...claris bond...hahaha!!! I went totally crazy when i saw Pierce Brosnan's Posters and begged my friend, Piaree, to take a photo!!!Ain't he hunkalicious...Well this is what happens to a girl when she follows a group of mass comm students around taping toilets...hahaha...it was fun seeing them pay just to go and tape the toilets...hahaha. Well me being the music student was just an observer in this 'expidition'. Well after spending the whole day walking around kl and finding toilets to film, me and Piaree has to rush back to college for dance...can you imagine...a day of 'toilet hopping' and then we're off for dance. Anyways we got stuck in a jam and so we decided to use claudine's 'traffice jam therapy' which goes like this...

1. Clear your throat. (if you must,drink some water)
2.Get your vocal chords ready to go. (practice first)
3. When you're done with the above just shout with all you heart these few words...let me demonstrate...ahem...ahem

"GIVE ME A T....T...GIVE ME A R...R...GIVE ME AN A...A...GIVE ME A F....F...AND ANOTHER F...F...NOW GIVE ME AN I...I...AND GIVE ME A C...C...SOOOOOOOOO WHAT DOES IT SPELL.....TRAFFIC..."

I admit we're a bunch of losers sometimes but we are happy to be losers at a traffic jam coz we believe getting angry and honking and shouting at the car in front of you with your windows up doesn't do much good for you nor anyone else...hehehe...well that all for now...make sure you guys try our traffic jam therapy...but be sure there are people in the car with you or else you will look like a nutcase from the nut house shouting to yourself...hahaha...

This is a picture of me and piaree driving back to colleg...

2005-10-05T21:14:00.000-07:00

On The 4th of October...it was a double celebration for all of us...we had a charity drive in college and also we celebrated claudine's birthday (her's was the day before 3/10/05) As you can see all of us we dressed up for both the occasions...Now you must be wondering...WHAT THE HELL ARE THESE GIRLS GOING TO DO WITH THE GUN????...well not to worry we just wanted to be like the soldiers who march on to battle to glory...wei the gun damn heavy you know....aiyo...lucky i'm not carrying it or else...MATI LO!!!! Hehehe...

Okay first of all the charity drive...there was loads of funstuff prepared for the student in college. We were honored by the presence of Douglas Lim and the ever so funny...COME BACK KINGS!!!! Both D.L and CBK were hillarious...Douglas was our host...he was so damn witty...reminded me of steven from Kopitiam...hahaha...CBK was hillarious...i still can't get over the dissapearing table...they were all so funny...HAHAHAHAHA....

There were also games prepared for those who were interested in joining...there was the pizza eating competition which prakash won...then there was the battle of the sexes...which was an arm wrestling competition between male and female...this was kicked off by yours truly...wah...the guy i was wrestling with so damn strong wan...hehehe...had some help from my sister...hehehe. Then we had henna drawing competition which was fun. Douglas Lim told the comtestants that the theme was jungle animals...hahaha.It was so funny...this competition was joined by Piaree...she had to draw on Rav's hand...don't worry i have picture proof of her creation...hehehe...We had other stuff too...like people could get their hands drawn for a price...and they could buy buns and pizza and sticker tattoo...it was so cool...we had a blast!!!

Now comes the other part of the day...we surprised my sister (Claudine) a birthday lunch treat at chilli's bangsar...we had loads of fun teasing her...telling her we're just going to some mamak stall and closing her eyes when we reached the bangsar shopping complex...then to add to her curiosity piaree walked her towards dome which is opposite chilli's and she got sooooooooooooo excited that she started her,nobody can understand chatter and when piaree said "NO...WE'RE TAKING YOU TO CHILLI'S!!!!" For the 1st time in the history of the Egbert family...CLAUDINE WAS SPEECHLESS.....HA HA HA HA...she was just stunned...she walked into chilli's in a daze...we of course had a SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS TIME!!! We ended the day with the staff of Chilli's singing happy birthday bringing a chocolate brownie for the birthday girl...it was a super...okay i shall not repeat that word...it took me so long to spell it...hehehe. All i can say is we had BLAST!!!

Okay picture time...enjoy it... :P

This is me trying to arm wrestle with thias dude....hehehe...woman power!!!!

These 4 wacky characters are: from left...douglas lim and The Come Back Kings (nigesh,chi ho and rishaad)

Pizza eating competition among the guys...ya stuff your faces nicely...hehehe

2005-09-07T22:11:00.000-07:00

Me and my Youngest Sister!!!

Well we decided to just go crazy with my web cam and this is the results...hehehe!! This is how Egbert Sisters can go crazy!!!If we had my eldest sister with me it would be insanely crazy!!! HAHAHAHA!!! Well i'm just bored so decided to update my blog!!!

Okies gots to go!!!

Below is a different version of the above picture which i love so much!!!

2005-09-06T23:12:00.000-07:00

OUTING AT SUNWAY LAGOON!! SEPT 1ST 2005

This was a great day!!! We went into sunway at about noon nice and fair and we came out of sunway at abt 6pm nice and tan...hahaha. We went on all the rides, got wet, saw the tigers, brought our own lunch...tried to be heros and go on the TOMAHAWK...THREE TIMES!!!! God all of us felt like puking after the third one...hehehe.Well if you see this picture...it was actually taken after our third TOMAHAWK ride...hahaha. We have decided to not visit sunway for the time being coz well seeing that we have tanned so much...in one day...we'd rather get back our color again before trying anymore stunts...Well all in all it was a great day...we had alot of fun splashing in the water, drowning jonathan,screaming our lungs out, getting wet, going on the roller-coaster and last but not least getting tanned.

SUNWAY LAGOON ROCKS!!! YEAH!!!

2005-09-06T22:58:00.000-07:00

SEMSTER FEST MAY-AUG 2005!!!!

Well as you guys can see...this is what happenes after you are relieved from doing two dances for a concert...hehehe.We had our semester fest concert which went on great!!! These are the dancers who performed "I Like To Move It" from Madagascar and "Magalena" from Dance With Me. This is how we relieve stress by toturing one of our kind...hehehe...just kidding!!! If any of my dancers are reading this...THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!

Okay now to intro who's who in the picture:

from da left:

andrew,claudine(my sista),piaree,nadia,naqia(they are twins),me,jon,david

and in the middle being pulled from all directions is:

ann jee

and these are the posers for the last picture!!!!

2005-08-08T01:19:00.000-07:00

Hey...hey..this is me at my graduation!!! On the 30th of July 2005 i graduated with my Diploma in Contemporary Music. The convocation was a memorable one. Students from the school of music performed. I specially liked 'The Prayer' sung by Ryan and Rachel. It really made me proud to be part of the music school family. This picture was taken by a professional phatographer. I can tell you one thing. The reason why my smile was so big other than the fact i'm graduating was because the camera person was jumping and waving to get my attention to look at the correct camera... PHEW!!! Thanks to them the picture came out beautifully... Well my parents were really proud to see their daughter go up and recieve her scroll. My sister, Claudine was there too. Unfortunately, my eldest sister,Denise, couldn't make it coz she had flown back to the states. Well she was in my heart when i accepted the scroll. After the ceremony was tons of photo sessions and finally i got to meet up with my family!!! This was the most happiest days of my life!!!! Thanks to my dad and mum for supporting me, now, i'm a graduant holding a diploma in music!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!!!

Peace Out!!! YEAH!

2005-08-07T20:06:00.000-07:00

Here are my two BEST FRIENDS!!!

My sisters...they have been my pillars of strength and i can't thank god enough for them!!! In the blue cheongsam is my eldest sister, Denise or as i call her Sharlene Chachy...she's the strong one among the three of us. She's always there to guide the two little ones...hehehe. I guess she's the ring leader. In the purple vietnamese suite is my youngest sister, Claudine. She's the funny one in among the sisters. She can really make one's day bright with her laughter, her jokes and the song parodies. She's done quite alot of good ones which made all who heard it laugh till they had stiches. And me the middle one...what can i say...my parents did a good job with all of us. Some people call us the Charlie's Angels or The Charmed Ones...but we like to call ourselves THE EGBERT SISTERS coz that's what we are and will always be!!!! I love my sisters....UNITED WE STAND NOW AND FOREVER!!!!

2005-08-07T19:51:00.000-07:00

Yo...Yo...wassup people!!!! Okay check this action out...try and guess why my face looks like someone took my puppy away??? hehehe...well this was taken after me, my sister and two of my friends went out clubbing...see the cup of water in front of me...yeah...that one. Well i asked the waiter to give me a straw but he did not so i showed that face...my friends Piaree...she took my picture...yada yada yada...this is the end result...hehehe...Well now i sound stupid coz i just explained the picture.... But honestly...don't i look like a bug or something? hehehe my sister and Piaree...they both say i look cute...but come on...look at that face...that's a bug face...hehehe. Alright people...i catch you all laterz!!! Peace out from DA BUG....HAHAHAHA

2005-08-03T22:04:00.000-07:00

Hey...hey...well...these are my parents who just celebrated their 25th wedding anniversary...it was such a touching occasion that my sisters and i ended up crying...and hell no i'm not going to put a picture of me and my sisters crying... :P Hmmm...i just pray and hope that i have a happy married life like my parents do...hehehe...so totally no gonna happen... i can't even get a decent boyfriend let alone get married...hehehe. Well more coming up soon ya...

Ciao...ciao...

2005-08-03T21:54:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll wassup??? Well I'm just chillin out...okay wait...this isn't working...i'll start again...

Hello everyone...well i'm just so excited about this website...i hope i'm able to keep up with the times though...hehehe. Well this is just my intro...i've got loads of pictures i wanna show you guys...okay!!

Crazy girl...peace out!!